One year after a deadly attack on tourists in Indian-administered Kashmir, the families of the victims are still learning how to live with their losses.
In the room she once shared with her husband, Aishanya Dwivedi points to a mirror on the wall.
“I once asked him why there was no mirror there,” she said. “The next day, he got one.”
Aishanya’s husband, Shubham Dwivedi, was among 26 people killed on 22 April 2025, when militants opened fire on tourists near the town of Pahalgam – one of the deadliest attacks on civilians in Kashmir in decades.
The region is claimed in full by both India and Pakistan but administered in parts by each, and has been the cause of wars between them.
Delhi blamed Pakistan for the attack in Pahalgam, alleging the killings were carried out by a group based in the country – a charge Islamabad denied. Two weeks later, India launched air strikes at what it said were bases used by militant groups. What followed were four days of intense shelling and aerial attacks between the two nuclear-armed neighbours, until a surprise ceasefire was announced.
In India, outrage spread also over the nature of the Pahalgam attack, which targeted mostly Hindu men. Several of the victims were young travellers – at the beginning of marriages, careers, their lives brutally cut short.
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In the year since, the scale of the tragedy has been measured in official statements, security reviews and tightened restrictions.
But its consequences are felt most heavily in private spaces – in homes where grief has not receded with time, only changed shape.
For Aishanya, the bedroom has become a way of holding time still.
The things she keeps are not, at first glance, remarkable.
But nothing has been moved. The bed, the cupboard, the mirror Shubham bought, have all been preserved exactly as they were.
“That side of the bed is Shubham’s,” she said, pointing at the bed. “I don’t sit or lie down there. Even in sleep, I avoid it. I keep pillows on that side.”